Kelsey

4 May 1984

Female

A dreamer who likes to sometimes lose herself in the strangest of fantasies.

And Yes that is my picture, your responses excite me more if I know you are actually looking at my body as you fantasize about what you would like to do to me.

I am 5 foot 5 and a half inches and about 112 pounds. My friends think I am more boobs than brains but my friends don't really know me as intimately as you all now do ^^

I share the house with 2 other girls so i need to be careful. Don't think they would be interested in my particular fetish ... and ... what you are thinking? ... yes but we were all very drunk and it was only once ...

I am playing Second Life ... KelseyBB (bellybutt) ... so if you want to watch me squirm as you 'practice' gut me whilst we roleplay together ... drop in sometime ^^... who knows where it may lead ...

If you are meeting me on yahoo please put your name here in the first line ... when i occasionally go there i am usually on invisible ... it is usually best to meet me here then we go to yahoo together ... I like to give you my undivided attention there ^^ Ask me for my yim if you want to chat but remember too i always 'eventually' respond if you send me a post here, so if you are feeling neglected come get me :)

Oh ... and please do not ask me for more pictures of myself ... I will not give more pictures to anyone ... not unless we get very close and intimate and are planning perhaps to meet.

Life is finite ... enjoy the journey ... live your dreams (and fetish's (* ^ -^*) )

I fantasize about being Dolcett girl ... I have since i first discovered the Jessica 3000, if such a machine only existed ^^ ... i guess some of you could manufacture something along those lines ... you just may have to disembowel me by hand ... which is probably more fun for both of us anyway ^^

I love horror movies. Maybe it is the fact that girls are always the ones being butchered which has led me to fantasize about me being the victim. I started to explore the extreme sides of the net admiring Peter’s work, Dolcett, the stories in Sam’s Place and the vids from many related sources. I remember my first visit to a snuff site, I found the true death portrayed there initially confronting (some of it I still find confronting) I found myself though returning to the snuff sites I was drawn back and back and I started to become aroused by certain of the pictures, autopsy’s of other women, in particular when they were opened and their organs and entrails were removed, I found myself imagining it was me being disemboweled and this excited me even more. My fascination with my own belly goes back to when I was 10 or 11. I have poked and prodded my own belly long before I had my first orgasm. My earliest recurring dream was of me under a bed with the corner leg of the bed squashing my belly ... there is probably something Freudian about that but I don't really care, I like what I have become :) In recent years I imagined usually men using and abusing my body before ‘gutting me like a fish’, casting me aside once they are done ... to be used excites me and I satisfy myself imagining this. It is not something easily brought up with any bf so I never have. I am sharing this only with you, my like minded friends, I know you are looking at my body and imagining doing the same things to it as I do ... see my blog btw ..

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I am naked before you, my hands tied above my head, helpless, vulnerable, you hold the butchers gutting knife in your hand, the point pressed gently against my belly an inch above my navel, your mind is racing, if I push it in what will happen, will I get caught, what will I do with the body, do I really want to do this ... you increase the pressure a little, my belly dimples I let out a slight groan ... you know I want this ... what will it look like if you cut open this belly, will the intestines be pink and purple loops which will slide out and droop gently towards the ground like in the stories? What will it feel like when you push your hands into the gash in my belly, when you take a handful off my entrails and pull them out ... you increase the pressure a little more ...

Would you push it in?

Mostly being gutted with a big hunting knife or sword.

(Ideas stolen from many authors more talented than I but this is my fantasy, so if reading the work of others has enhanced my fantasy then so be it)

(The extended version that was here will go into my blog, this is the part I like best, this part has been revised as well, play with me, from the feedback I have had on this story it will be worth it for you to plough through it ... I am waiting for you at the other end ...)

... keep quiet he said as he pushed me into the back of the car and threw a coat over me ... I was naked wearing only my black stiletto’s ... handcuffed behind my back ... I sobbed quietly in the back ... I asked him where he was taking me but he would not answer ... we went off road at some point and eventually came to a stop ... he got out and left me ... I tried to sit up, and the door beside me opened ... I looked up at the face of a powerful man
... it is you ...
You are the leader of a biker gang, you are an imposing figure, radiating confidence clearly a strong and feared leader and in spite of my perilous position I started to feel an attraction to you ... What have we here? you say ... a cute little slut looking for a good time ... hello princess we are going to have some fun together ... you pull me out of the car and throw me to the ground ... please don’t hurt me ... I lie helpless before you, naked, my hands shackled behind my back, tiny compared to you ... ‘Nice Tits’ you say and a belly made for ‘fun’ ... you push me onto my back with your boot and place it on my lower belly, my hands are pinned beneath me ... you start to lean on your foot, I can feel my organs being squeezed ... stop please your hurting me ... you increase the pressure ... and ... I toot ... I am mortified ... I am helpless surrounded by a large group of lecherous bikers and all I can feel is embarrassment ... I flush red ... you and the others burst into laughter ... you look me in the eyes and say ‘What a dirty little girl you are’ ... I am even more embarrassed ... you grab my breasts and squeeze, your strong hands like a vice, I yelp with pain ... you smile wickedly ... you grab my hair and drag me nearer to one of the campfires ... you take off the cuffs ... you grab me in your arms ... I try to beat your chest with my fists ... you laugh I am too weak to fight you ... you push your tongue down my throat ... I try to resist ... our tongues meet ... my legs start to weaken ... you break the kiss and push me to the ground ... you stand above me ... you undo your belt and open the front of your jeans ... my eyes fly wide open ... your cock is huge nearly 12 inches long and as thick as a my arm ... it is already hard ... NO! NO! please don’t I can’t fit that thing inside me, you will split me in half ... I start to kick at your feet and try to push myself away ... you drop quickly to one knee and pick me up by the hair ... my feet are barely touching the ground ... you punch me hard in the stomach ... I fall to the ground I wretch and throw up as I am gasping for air ... you drop down beside me and give me a savage backhander to the side of my face ... I am dazed ... my mouth is bleeding ... I am barely aware of you pulling my legs apart ... you push your giant cock against my tiny pussy and push the head inside ... I scream and scream again you are ripping me apart ... mercilessly you shove the full length of your cock into me, I cough and gurgle and scream again ... ‘Oh nice and tight’ you groan ... it feels like I have been ripped open, I can feel your cock up to my stomach ... you start to pump, I feel like you are pulling me inside out ... I scream again only to be slapped hard again near knocking me unconsciousness ... I feel your cock pounding into me, I can feel it all the way up to my ribcage ... I start to breath heavily ... my body starts to react instinctively ... you are twisting inside of me ... I start to move against your thrusts ... you laugh ‘So I have awoken the inner slut have I ‘ you pump me harder I arch my back receiving your thrusts eagerly now ... I start to orgasm as you continue to pump me with boundless energy ... finally you explode inside me, I feel your hot cum filling me as you shoot over and over again ... I feel I will burst ... then you stop pumping and pull your cock out of me ... your cum squirts out of my pussy in a torrent ... I gasp and lay back exhausted ... time for round two, I hear you say as you pull my small body up into a position with my face and breasts pinned to the ground and my ass in the air ... I suddenly realize what you are about to do ... my heart skips a beat, ‘NO please don’t ... NO NOT THERE!’ ... you wet my asshole with your own cumm ... you grab my hips ... you pull me back on to you skewering my ass on your raging massive cock ... I scream like I have never screamed before ... my insides are on fire ... I am like a rag doll in your hands as you grip my waist and bounce me against your cock ... you pump me deep ... my soft plaint breasts are swinging wildly beneath me with your savage thrusts ... you are in so deep ... you quickly and violently climax, my tight ass bringing you to a frenzy ... you pump my ass full of cumm then toss me aside ... 'Who is next? Don’t kill her any of you or I will cut off your balls and stuff them down your throats! She is for me!' ... your group moves eagerly towards me surrounding me like jackals around a helpless fawn ... they pounce on me hands all over my body ... groping my breasts ... kneading my belly ... a fist goes into my pussy stretching it again ... making me gasp ... as I do a cock goes into my mouth ... I gag as the cock is pushed down my throat ... I am lifted off the ground someone slides under me ... I feel his cock going into my ass ... he reaches around and tears at my breasts ... all the while the fist pounds deeply into my pussy ... my mind is spinning a rush of images ... the fist has been replaced by a cock ... two cocks skewering me ... a second cock goes into my mouth stretching my face ... my hands grabbed and pulled wide ... cocks placed in them as others use my hands to masturbate themselves ... cumm shoots down my throat, I swallow ... cumm shoots in my ass, my pussy ... endlessly fucked and flipped over and fucked again ... my belly bloated with cumm ... my face my body my hair sticky with man juice ... my body kicked and punched my breasts swollen and bruised ... I am used by everyone over and over ... a fuck toy ... until they are finally sated.
I lie in the mess whimpering quietly ... I hear your voice ‘It is time Princess’ ... ‘are you going to let me go now’ I say looking hopefully up into your eyes ... you snicker ‘sorry princess that ain’t going to happen, this is the part I have been looking forward to the most’ ... I am exhausted, I cannot fight you ... what are you going to do to me I say again sobbing gently ... you look coldly into my eyes and say ‘I am going to open that pretty little belly of yours!’ ... I shudder, I panic 'please no, please let me go, I won’t tell anyone please' ... 'too late princess' you say ... ‘boys, give me a hand lets string this horny little slut up by her ankles, I am going to have some fun then I am going to gut her like a pig’ ... your boys haul me up as I fight weakly to stop them, I am soon helpless hanging by my ankles, you pull out a long nasty looking curved knife, you lift my head, you show me the knife ‘ this is just for you princess’ you say ... you lick the knife ... you unzip your jeans, your cock flops out again in front of my eyes ... ‘if you bite me princess I will cut you into little pieces and make sure you live through every second’ ... with that you shove your huge cock into my mouth and up into my throat, almost dislocating my jaw with your thrust ... tears are running from my eyes but I am too battered and beaten to resist you, my throat is stretched, I struggle to get breath ... your cock bangs against the back of my throat, I am swallowing your cock as I try desperately for breath ... my belly and breasts are exposed ... waiting for your knife ... I am helpless ... my pussy is opening and closing like a fish out of water, my struggle for breath making it spasm ... you put the knife gently into my pussy ... my pussy sucks it slowly into my body as it continues to spasm ... I feel it slide in, the point deep pricking my womb ... only the handle now visible wobbling as I continue to spasm ... your minions gather around watching ... eager to see my belly opened ... you lift the knife out of me and lower it to your side ... you push the knife into my right breast, it glides in easily, the pain is intense I try to scream but it just makes me throat work harder on your cock ... you pull the knife down savagely ripping my breast in two ... I scream with my eyes ...
My spasming throat is bringing you closer to ejaculation ... You bring the knife up to my pussy and carefully almost gently trace a welt in my skin down the middle of my belly around my naval to my breast bone.
... my belly is there for you ... soft ... pliant ... helpless ... available ... yours to do with as you wish ... waiting for your knife ... you put your hand on my belly ... you feel the my warmth within ... you raise your knife ... below my breast bone ... the point ... you push ... it glides into my belly ... deep ... my body shakes violently reacting to the intrusion ... slowly you begin ... savouring every moment ... slowly sawing upwards ... a trail of blood behind your knife ... you move the knife in and out of my belly ... sawing through my naval ... slowly up the middle of my belly ... you reach my pussy and stop to watch gravity take its course ... my belly starts to open ... my pink and purple intestines bulge through the slit you have made ... they are like a flower blooming ... my body spasms violently and I am milking your cock with my throat ... your climax is near ... you want my guts all over you as you climax ... you slash my belly across my midriff ... my back arches ... my belly falls open ... my entrails fall out suddenly sliding down your front ... pinned between our bodies ... your cumm explodes in my throat ... you orgasm over and over shooting into my throat ... in a frenzy you drop the knife and shove your powerful hand into my abdominal cavity tearing out my entrails, my organs, my guts, you rip out my womb, semen from the multiple rapes flies everywhere, you grasp my semen bloated stomach pulling it out ... you grab my heart and pull it from my chest still beating, you hold it in your hand and crush it ... my body is limp as you continues to grind your cock into my throat ... you continue to empty me and the organs from within my chest ... gutting me with your hand as efficiently as any hunter would gut me with a knife... you lust now sated you pull out your cock ... you pick up the knife again cut my throat ... I do not feel it ... I am already gone ...
Everyone is laughing and joking mightily pleased at having witnessed you butchering me Let’s go you say to the others, I need to clean up, lets head to the next town ... what about her one of them says ... leave her there for the wolves ... let’s go ...
As the sound of your bikes echoes into the distance I sway gently from the bonds around my ankles ... the ropes squeak against the branch as my body gentle sways ... my back is arched my glazed sightless eyes face the ground your cumm is still dripping thickly from my mouth ... The wound to my throat also bleeds slowly ... my abdomen is wide open ... all that I was lays strewn on the ground about my hanging body ... I am no more than carrion ... you go on with your life ... as if I never existed ...

You see my body, you have read what I want, send me a post telling me how you would do me and excite me, maybe you will be the one i meet offline one day. I have now been through many role plays here ... some of you have such 'creative' imaginations :) you make me very wet :) I have no limits ... I can play the submissive role for you whether you want to rape, ravage or eat me ideally finishing with my preferred method of demise :) though i will try anything once ^^ .I am happy to swap posts and do reply to all of those sent to me, even if we do not share the same fantasy. I bought myself 3 toys, they are at the start of my album ... 3 knifes ... a long pointed fishing knife for my belly button and 2 hunting knives to gut me with, i keep them on the desk in front of me while i chat with you ... take your pick stab me over and over stab my breasts stab my pussy and in the end open me or show me in your own albums the weapon you want to use on me ... I like to see it in your hand ... it turns me on ... maybe i will come to you to see it up close and personal ...

I would like to say that i would like to meet someone somewhere remote and explore my fantasies ... for the moment though my fantasy climaxes in my imagination ... I want to keep enjoying my darker side for awhile ... will it happen? I don’t know ... if I do I will only get to do it once ...

Would I take the risk and let you with the knife in your hand decide ... it is that element of doubt that makes the thought so exciting ... I might take the risk ... I might lie down and let you have complete control ... and as you touched the point of the blade to my belly knowing you only had to lean on it a bit .... you probably would not do it but you will desperately want to do it and in that lies the ultimate sexual experience for me ... if you lose control in the heat of passion ... so be it I will have an even more intensive sexual experience which I will be sharing only with you ...