Tim

S

13 June 1988

Male

In my normal person life, I'm a fairly normal, sorta intellectual bi guy (more into men, but still turned on by women) who craves affectionate, meaningful relationships. Whether long-term or short-term, exclusive or poly, I desire connection- affection, mutual reassurance, dare I say love. I'm not sure I ever intend to share this part of my life with whoever I end up with.
I've got this fetish, and for me it comes in a fairly unusual form. Action movie-style battles, fast killings, falling bodies, dying warrior grunts and groans turn me on a lot. And the guys and situations don't like to be hyper-masculine; I dig androgyny and smooth youthful looks in addition to tougher-looking guys. Unlike many people, it's not a domination/submission thing or a pain thing for me. I'm totally cool with including those elements (though I can only tolerate so much real pain) to find common ground with a match, and also with more murder/execution oriented scenes even though I prefer combat.
The fetish for me is more closely related to exhibitionism and a little bit of humiliation- men displaying their bodies, fighting skills, and deaths for each other, the embarrassment of getting killed and/or fucked in front of your buddies, that kind of thing. This started for me with my first sexual experience. Me and a slightly younger male cousin used to play guns naked together, and used shooting and playing dead as an excuse to check out each other's bodies and fall down all on top of each other.

"Naked dead teen soldiers." As far as I'm concerned, the most sexually arousing phrase in the English language.
"D'aaaaaaaurghhhhl!" -Some anonymous handsome goon in more or less every action movie

Anonymous, deadly violence is my primary thing. Thoughts of wars, shootouts, even corny action movies make me hard. Sexy boys and men getting wasted, mowed down in a heap, and then forgotten. I am turned on when these scenarios include overtly sexual elements or not.
I don't have a preference of getting killed or killing. Ideally, I like both in the same scenario.
Dying quick and violent is a bigger turn on than drawn-out suffering, though I'm cool with the latter too. As such, my weapons of choice are guns (fan of big, destructive guns like machineguns or shotguns), exploding things (but not so much to just turn the guy whose extermination I want to experience into fiery pile of ash, more like a grenade or bazooka or something), archery, spears, knives, and swords.
My cousin I played with as a kid and I used to shoot each other in the cock and balls, so.... yeah, that's still a turn-on to do. But I don't have a favorite spot. Anywhere on the male body, including asshole, is a turn-on.
Hanging and decapitation do it for me, but not as well.
For whatever reason drowning and suffocation are two of the few things that don't really turn me on.
Big groups, body piles, nudity or progressively increasing nudity are sexy. Even just naked guys laying around still, touching each other.
Though men are the engines of my fantasies, women turn me on too. I love the way titties move, especially when you shoot them... :P
Finally, I don't actually have a preference between hardcore, bloody, brutal situations and ones where the violence is more gamelike, even with toy/dart guns or people having a lot of "health" (being able to take lots of hits, reacting to each but not dying). Both turn me on equally well, and it'd be my wildest dream to have a for real session with hot naked people and nerf guns.
As for sex: almost anything goes! Love fucking and being fucked, sucking and being sucked, cock-to-cock, intercrural, dry-humping, fucking wounds, even cuddling/kissing (the most controversial homosex of all). Also found I like hetero sex- vaginal and giving oral to women are hot. Sex or group sex before or during combat's good. All the better if it's interrupted by killing. Beginning of orgasm's the perfect time to get killed, I think. And if you die quick your dead body will still be cumming. I also like getting freaky with dead or play-dead guys- ideally warm and yielding though as it's more about helplessness and humiliation than necrophilia or goriness. And finally, love it if bodies fall in compromising positions and stiffen all tangled up in each other.
1-on-1 duels, army-vs-fortress, gangs-vs-gangs, cops-vs-gangs, classic cowboys-vs-Indians and pirates-vs-pirates.

Specific things I’ve thought of:
- Soldiers getting ambushed while fucking. They’re dead before they can decouple. Their attackers laugh and shoot them a few more times.
- Urban gang boys whose baggy clothes can never seem to stay in place when they’re getting slaughtered by the cops or a rival gang.
- The winning team having an orgy with the losing team’s bodies. Infighting breaks out over the hottest enemies, until only a few (or one) guys are left. They always go a little crazy with all their spoils and/or do some dead-checking, then kill themselves while they cum playing in the bodies.
- Video-game-like scenarios where instead of becoming injured or dying upon being hit, the guys scream and yell and moan and roll around but keep fighting. The pace is much faster that way, with more noise and more flesh-on-flesh.
- Poses, where all or most of the guys are dead in the frame of the camera. Like I said, the reality between reality and fiction is blurred. Who can say if their posed albums of shot foreheads, stabbed guts, skull-fucking, guy with a sliced up back with his cock in the mouth of a guy who’s rolled up in a ball, dead boy with a severed cock up his ass, are staged with elaborate make-up or for real?

Some examples of turn-ons that you can easily see yourself, just to get an idea of what crazy shit is in my head:
Freddiew youtube videos (future first-person shooter, claymores, etc)
Halo 2 master chief dying, his grunts, ragdoll physics.

Pissing
Group
Sibling and cousin incest (yes, I'd do stuff with my cousin again given the chance)
13-17 guys in addition to 18+ (fantasy only!!!)

Chatting about what we're into. I'm pretty flexible and agreeable to finding common ground, especially if we're willing to humor each other from time to time with things that aren't necessarily turn-ons for us.
Roleplay chat I like a lot. Practice makes perfect!
Video chat's an option if we find each other attractive!

If we really come to like and trust each other, I'm down to set up meetings for fetish-sex. It be really damn awesome to have more than two. Like maybe a guy and a girl.
Absolutely no real injuries or killings though. My rational mind knows it's not really like the fantasies.