Dituz2000

6 December 1952

Male

UK

Like everyone else, I consider myself to be outwardly a normal friendly guy. My dark deviant interests are private, and restricted to fantasy.

Since puberty, or certainly as long as I can remember, I have been turned on in a massive way by fantasies of women being murdered in a variety of ways, either by myself, or someone else. It's got to be women murdered by men, mainly by strangulation, manual or ligature, or being shot dead at close range with a handgun, often with a silencer attached. In shootings I prefer quick deaths rather than long drawn out affairs, with one shot or multiple shots to the chest/heart. I combine a death fetish with a smoking fetish, and my fantasy victims are inevitably cigarette smokers, who are murdered whilst they are smoking. My prefered fantasy murder victims are mature women within the age range of 38 - 58 years old, though attractive women in their early sixties are no less murderable.
I would stress that in common with the rest of you,
my fantasies are purely that. I would be totally incapable, both physically and mentally, of ever acting out these fantasies in real life. I like to view or imagine fantasy murder scenarios, but that's as far as it goes. I don't even roleplay. I love women.

Other forms of asphyxia, especially short drop hanging; images of (posed) murdered women, particularly victims of strangulation complete with deathstares, protruding tongues, and associated posed facial contortions. Otherwise, smoking women, stockings & heels, the usual less deviant turn ons.

Discuss and share fantasy scenarios, and exchange ideas about shared fantasies.

I'm not ready for that.