Weide

1 January 1971

Male

Germany

Already as a kid i always had fantasies about superior evil women, that enjoyed killing men. In my dreams they all were tall and naked but weared thighhigh black boots. Around her hips a black belt with a gun holstered and a knife. They mostly had superhuman strength an abilitys.

These evil ladys killed their victims in many interesting ways. Mostly sitting on the helpless guy and shooting or stabbing him or, more likely, slowly choking him to death.

In later days, as a teen or twen, I more and more got off by thinking of these women slowly hanging me.

I often fantasise about being held as a slave by one of the above named evil ladys.

She would live somewhere in the woods in a cottage or something. I have to wait in chains in the corner of the bedroom of the evil lady until she needs me.

She often comes home with new victims, she will cruelly torture and finally kill. I have to watch this and I know that one day she will do the same to me.

My job is to bury the corpses and when the lady is bored she will rape me and also torture me a bit by choking or hanging but not finally kill me.