Kriminal

26 November 1971

Male

USA

I am into Transformation, particularly the psychological as well as physical changes in transforming from a male into a female. I like the idea of being a female victim of violence. I'm not into gender-faking, so this site seemed to have some potential for meeting those who understand the difference between a Player and a Character. My Characters are females, not men pretending to be females. (I mean, really. Is Anthony Hopkins a sociopathic genius cannibal, or just Hannibal Lector? I think you get where I'm going with that!) I don't consider myself submissive in RL, although my female alternate characters can be submissive. As to the darkside of my interest, a lot of scenarios would be misogynist, excepts for the Point of View. I'm primarily interested in collaborative writing, but roleplay as well (which I think of as real-time writing).

I can be contacted through YIM at dxgirl_jolene. This is my standing alternate character who helps my perspective, although sometimes the lines blur a bit (which I find interesting--like an actor immersed in the role). That may seem weird to some, but it is really no different than the character of Susan Ivanova (Babylon 5) being an alter ego of J. Michael Straczynski.

I like exploring scenarios where a woman is victimized. One of my favorite movies is Blood and Black Lace, and those kill scenes really capture a lot of what I like. Other "classic" scenes are the nurse and model kills in Maniac. For me, it's not the violence alone, but rather the complex overlay of fear, terror, and horror in the victim. The sense of anguish when faced with lethal peril. I'm just flat out fascinated by the fact that half the human race seeing the world in a very different way than I do, and I'm curious about that. Aren't you? (Judging by the fact that I've had over 28,000 views of the captioned stories in my album, I'm guessing there is a lot of interest out there.)

I can't say when this interest started. My earliest memory was when I found a stack of those old Men's Adventure magazines in my grandfather's garage. I stared at all those terrible Nazi's terrorizing those buxom babes in ripped clothing...and all I could think about was what it would be like to be one of the babes. All those 1980s horror movies only increased my interest! Yeah, I'm a guy and frankly, I've been scared shitless on occasion. But not like a girl. That's a totally different dimension and that's what makes me curious.

Betrayal, blackmail, forced sex, gangbangs, bukakke, being coerced or blackmailed, kidnapped for auction, experimentation by mad scientists or aliens, and non-consensual Dolcett/cannibal scenarios, maledom (all from a female POV). Again, I like exploring the psychological/emotional dimension of my Character as well as the physical.

In a story, though, my Character could just start out female and does not necessarily have to be someone who underwent a gender switch.

I enjoy collaborative writing with a creative partner, so long as I can maintain/control my character's personality and looks. I understand the difference between the Player and the Character, so age/gender/sexual orientation is irrelevant to me, as I hope it would be for my partner. I'd also like to just plain old chat about my interest and get insights/perspectives from others! I maintain an ongoing female Character named "Jolene." You're welcome to YIM through her at dxgirl_jolene (e-mail dxgirl_jolene@yahoo.com).
P.S. IF YOU LIKE MY ALBUM CHECK OUT THE OTHERS AT "KRIMINAL2" AND "KRIMINAL3" For a writing sample, check out my blog story, "The Shaver Mystery." P.S. Just a general comment. I understand that people check out profiles for different reasons, but folks should at least put something in about what they are interested in. It makes it easier to find people with the same interests.

Unless you have access to some super-science that can genetically re-form me into a beautiful woman, I guess we'll never know!