Al

17 March 1988

Male

Scotland

I am just a man on a journey of self discovery.
Been on here a while now, kinda like the place. To me it represents a refuge for all of us 'perverts'. A haven, if you will.

I have struggled for what seems like forever with these fetishes and fantasies of mine, for they are (for the most part) highly socially abhorrent, and that conditioning by friends, family and society in general has taught me to hate these feelings.

But I've had enough. Now I'm not saying I'm going to go out on some mentalist rampage, far from it, for that would be daft. But no, I'm fed up of feeling like a freak. I know I'm not the only one out there now, and it seems there are more of us than many people would like to admit.

Yes, I have some pretty perverted fantasies. But that is all they are: FANTASIES. I.E. not reality. I know there are some out there who have difficulty with that distinction, but thankfully, I ain't one of them. I'm quite content to keep it all in my head, or share with like-minded individuals.

I am finally beginning to embrace my darker side. I feel less shame than before, and I think I have this place to thank for it.

Aside from the perversion, there ain't much to tell.

I love cars, I love driving, I love women, I love gaming.

I smoke furiously.
I don't drink much.
I'm bi-polar.
I'm relatively intelligent (at least I like to think so ;-p)
I only speak English fluently, mais je parle une petit peux du francais. Probably -.-
(If someone feels like correcting that, please, be my guest lol)

I enjoy making my retouches.
I enjoy roleplaying.
I enjoy talking about fetishes.
I also enjoy discovering new fetishes.

If you would like to be my friend, please have the courtesy to speak to me first. A little message goes a long way ;-)

And if there's anything else you would like to know about my humble self, feel free to ask!

Al

If you're frightened of dying and holding on, then you'll see devils tearing your life away.
But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth.
Jacob's Ladder

The AI does not hate you, nor does it love you, but you are made out of atoms which it can use for something else.
Yudkowsky

I am very turned on by the thought of killing women, shooting, stabbing, gutting, impaling, sometimes strangling, but mainly bloody demise. I guess it's the ultimate domination. I like it slow and painful, I like to watch as she expires.

Usually in my fantasies this occurs during a sexual-situation, but not always. Sometimes it is war, sometimes it is random...

I have a strong fetish for clothes.
I love a girl in uniform, be it school (especially school ;-)), army, nurse, maid, police etc.
I have a thing for ties as well - a girl wearing a crisp white shirt and a tie...delectable.
I think it really hot when a girl dresses up purely to please a man. Even better if she gets off on it too!
I am very much a magpie too; shiny clothes like PVC and leather get me really horny.

I have quite a hardon for consensual non-consent - i.e. rape-play.
I'm also just discovering a fetish for fluids...saliva, snot, cum, vomit...this is new to me, but through a recent series of rp's I have discovered quite a liking for girls covered in all of the above!

I do have a submissive streak in me, sometimes I wish to be dominated, even killed by a powerful woman. That could be fun (but I would like to keep my penis...I'm rather attached to it ;-))

Hard vore is good, as is bondage and asphyx.

Talk, mainly. Everything from shared fetishes, to the weather (usually raining up here)

Make friends.

Roleplay is always fun...

Doing the odd retouch,

I would love to meet a girl who shared these fantasies with me, and act them out with her. Emphasis on 'act' - these are only fantasies!