Everyday, I get older, as my youth leaves me, as I ponder of a day of sinful fun time and be delivered to death. As I see some of the videos and images of suffering and death, as it makes me wet and horny, I can not wait for the day it is my time.

As I before I die, before I let myself get sacrified, I want those and those preferably females, to take a great pleasure to torture and rape me. I want to be humilated to the fullest, even at that time I beg for mercy, please don't give it to me. This as I scream in pain and orgasim, hopefuly I am enjoyed.

Next is to be is what my favorite, as to be impaled, gutted, stuffed, and roasted alive. As I suffer knowing this is a taste I be suffering when I am in Hell.

Then you can cut me up and finish cooking my body, and to your delight, eat me. Enjoy the juicy and tenderness of my body. This is a selfless sacrifice I am refering to.  Let my last day to be my most painful and mulilating death as it gives you all pleasure and enjoyment. As I die, I die young, beautifu, and sexy.

So what ladies would enjoy this, as I will give myself to this myself, as the time come, I will declare myself as meat.