Jem

11 July 1975

Female

UK

Important: I will not be on for a while. I have been referred to a Neurologist regarding a possible brain tumour. It does not look good - will update as I get more information.

Update: On the plus side, they didnt find a brain tumour. On the minus side I am now getting double vision, exhaustion, and am hoping that the next round of tests finds *something*...

It has seriously gotten to the point I am getting very tired of feeling so ill...

Tall, 5,11 - blue eyes, blondish and painfully slim. Writer, poet - I have interest in a little bit of everything really. Im not really here for roleplay - I am looking for something a little more serious

Seppuku/jingai or anything involving the belly - for myself I want to know I am ruined and dying for a while before the end comes...

With another woman, girl - I am looking for something mutual and loving, if you can use the word in this situation.

With the male of the species, things are a little different, and a little odd for me, since its only recently I've seen myself being used, abused and slaughtered by a number of men, in some fairly creative ways...

Guns, knives, arrows are all welcome - im also tempted by being the dolcett-ee or helping another girl fulfil that dream...

Im not really all that into fetishes so much - although the sight of a former girlfriend with a partner of the barking variety (in the woof sense, not the "I live in London, a small village on Mars, close to the capital city... Wibble" sense) was the start of a few interesting fantasies. Anyone who knows that quote gets a free zen hug :).

chat and plan. I like to get to know people first, the traditional male 'steam in with balls dangling' approach is a real turnoff... sorta like being forced to eat a tampon dipped in paraffin... you get the picture.
If I dont think I can trust a person, I'm not going forward with anything.

I want to be killed but oddly it seems for a woman I want to kill too... a mutual seppuku/gutting would be right up my street. I would prefer another female in that situation