Apple

20 March 1985

Male

Europe

Lazy student.

Shooting, arrowing and stabbing in the heart. That is my main fetish, but more generally just in the chest, because the area of the left breast and cleavage I tend to associate with heart anyway. As a way to emphasize the importance of the fatal wound to the heart, I find a single shots or stabs most erotic. Besides visual aspects (tits), to me huge part of the fascination is the finality of the wound to the heart and the actual penetration of the chest, but maybe not so much the anatomical accuracy.

All kinds of things related to heart: listening and feeling the heartbeat, admiration, medical things, heart attacks, heart extractions (I have an issue with too much gore, though), lethal syringes... Certain historical beliefs and still present symbolic meanings related to heart adds to the fantasy. Belly as a secondary area to target (or more like upper belly, the epigastric region) and strangulation to some extent. Sometimes light bondage. Impalement. From clothes, white blouses have a special association with my fetish.

I love prolonged, close up and intimate scenarios with a sort of gloomy buildup and on the other hand bittersweet ending. Generally, as long as the killing method revolves around my favourite way(s), the setting doesn't matter that much to me. I don't really have a preference whether victim is willing or unwilling, but I guess I would cater more towards deserving than completely innocent. Also I find sort of a semi-consensual death erotic, especially when the victim indicates her acceptance in some way.

Finally I have to mention male death - being killed or being in a perilous situation with a deadly female spy-assassin are still arousing ideas to me, since my fetish developed when I started playing dead as a child, but it's no longer my main thing.

Chat and/or roleplay with similarly minded people (Yahoo/YIM or other ways).

Nothing, realistically speaking...